Melancholy


 










My poor heart!
how chimerical are you!

in the abyss of dismal darkness,
you in vain hanker
for a beam of soothing light.
scuffling hard  through,
the ocean of melancholy.
you stare drearily
at the distant shore
progging for someone's
genuine love and
unflinching faithfulness.
have you learnt nothing?
from the past and
surrounders by?
or you feebly want
to going on thriving
on throes of people's
turpitude!

1984

Catharsis

cruelty is engrossing me

as undue tolerance has
poisoned my life always.
ironically i can't avenge
who take me for a ride
during tough strife.
sincerity,gentility
stubborneness
are my unmixed weaknesses.
to meanness but i do not
subscribe.my anguish
only poems can describe,
simple prosaic words,
soak up my tears,
feeling of revenge then
in thin air disappears.


Life

why did i not,
like  many others
commit suicide?
i quaffed apoisoned life.
but refused always
to abondon the stife.
deaths did i get many,
by my firm mind
assured me always
that death can never cure
disease we all call life.